Archive for October, 2007

Glorietta

Today, I passed by Glorietta Mall for the first time since the explosion that killed 11 people (as of last count) and injured more than 100 others. That was only a few days ago.

With the Glorietta 2 area still closed to the public and so many other stores refusing to re-open, the mall is virtually a ghost town that’s not as well-lit as it used to be and very few (and dare I say, it brave) shoppers negotiating its halls. It might not even be accurate to call them shoppers as most of them are either on their way to the nearest MRT station (like I was this afternoon) or simply wandering aimlessly around. Yes, I know. I just blogged about that wandering thing only recently.

I can’t remember if I actually saw a child but what I can’t forget is what pretty much comes close to the stench of death, it’s the unmistakable smell of burning rubber that was very much in the air. I suspect that smell won’t go away in the next few days, either. I wish I could no more than pray for the souls of those who perished but as their survivors would say almost in unison on TV, there’s really nothing anyone could do to bring back what they lost.

It’s a very sad state for what has been my favorite mall dating back when the cinemas were still known collectively as QUAD and when the name Glorietta simply referred to the open air activity center where I remember seeing, of all performers, a teenage family act called The Nailclippers who had a pretty skinny lead singer named Diana, who I also remembered I had a schoolboy crush on.

Last year, Glorietta left an even vivid memory for me when I spent a lot of wonderful moments in many of its theaters and restaurants with someone who still means a lot to me. Maybe she was right after all in making that personal decision. But then again maybe a friend that I had dinner with last night was probably also right in arguing that hey, bombings were already taking place here for as far as we can remember. I really don’t know. 

I don’t know. What made the whole Glorietta incident worse or better (if such a thing is possible) that it seems like it wasn’t caused by terrorists as initially feared but by an accident that the mall was probably responsible. Meaning that it was an accident waiting to happen for quite a while.

Wow! If that’s really the case, then how safe are our malls here. I wanted to shed a tear. I really do. But whether those tears are for the unfortunate victims of that tragedy or for us, for me, the remaining survivors who are still around to live through all of this, it’s not at all easy.

Life goes on and Glorietta will to return to normal or what passes for it eventually. I just wish there’s a better way of putting this whole thing into perspective. There’s really none. 

Lost

Ever get the feeling that no matter how great things are going for you, you’re still just wandering aimlessly? Yeah, my thoughts exactly.

God Only Knows

Haven’t really written anything here in quite a while. Well, here I go again.

At a recent advanced screening of Big Love, a new HBO TV series, we were greeted by the opening strains of "God Only Knows," a classic hit from the 60’s by The Beach Boys written by the brilliant Brian Wilson. The song was also earlier and yes, beautifully used in movies like Boogie Nights and Love, Actually. I came to learn of this song only belatedly (about a decade ago to be exact) and although it was just a simple love song that doesn’t have anything to do with religion by any means, its emotional impact brought about by its majestic melody is truly nothing short of, well, heavenly. There is simply nothing quite like it and in my book, is indeed one of the greatest pop songs ever recorded.

Thank God for YouTube, those of you who haven’t actually heard about it can watch it in the following links:

The original Beach Boys version:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BC_UILNwWrc

Brian Wilson and The Corrs, Live!:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-jMKeB8qc4

By a group called The Fendertones:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HiMwo40gfj0

And a wonderful acoustic version by Switchfoot:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eg637-MbpcY

Here’s a very revealing Wikipedia entry on the story behind the song:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/God_Only_Knows

And of course, the lyrics, whose relevance is certainly not lost on me:

I may not always love you
But long as there are stars above you
You never need to doubt it
I’ll make you so sure about it
God only knows what I’d be without you

If you should ever leave me
Though life would still go on, believe me
The world could show nothing to me
So what good would living do me?
God only knows what I’d be without you

God only knows what I’d be without you